I wish I could have the extreme makeover: house edition people come and built me my dream house and build me something to keep me warm while I am outside. I love the outdoors but not when its so cold. I have been piling on at least 3 blankets on myself just to feel toasty when I am going to bed. I cannot witl til springtime comes. I am waiting for the warm weather to hit us.

I hardly get to go anywhere so this is beyond thrilling for me. I am sitting here counting down the days til its time to go to the show. I know its silly to be so giddy about it but I am. I hope that we dont run into any problems when we go pick up the tickets since I am not the one with the student Id the hubby is the one who has the ID.
I cannot wait til sunday yay.

I have tried to save some money but there are more important things that I need to use it for. I really think my kids deserve the game system because they are really good kids. I really wish I could buy it or find a way to get a good deal on one. Gosh I really hate telling them that they cant have one because there is never any money to buy one. I wish I was a billionaire.

I first want to start with the kitchen but the next room on my list is the babies room. I have all kinds of ideas for it. I wish I could have someone come and paint a mural on it. I already know what I want them to draw I just need the perfect artist to do the work.

I think I am going to write all of my ideas on a notebook and when I have the money I will pull out the notebook and put my thoughts to good use.

I dont want a super easy job that is going to bore me to death I want something esciting that will make me want to wake up and go to work. I think I feel so eager to work because I havent had that many jobs in my life but I bet if I worked as hard as others have I might not feel the same way.

If I couldnt have that alone time with the hubby I would have surely gone crazy by now. Its those quiet intamite moments we have that makes us keep going day by day and helps us fight stronger to make this life work. Why didnt anyone tell us that growing up was going to be so hard. I would have liked to stay a child much longer if I knew of the daily stress that being a grown up involves.

I used to want to be like Angelina Jolie but she got too skinny and I dont want to be that skinny. Plus who wouldnt want to have a butt like Kim Kardashian. I think she has the most famous butt other than Jennifer Lopez. If only I could be guaranteed results of getting that kind of body Kim has I would be signed up and be ready to hit the gym everyday.

I guess you have to be born with good genes like that or at least be able to afford a very very good plastic surgeon.

I hope I dont gain back those 3 little pounds. I know it might not seem like a lot but to me it is. I always have a hard time losing weight. I have no problem packing it on but when it comes time to getting rid of it I simply cannot manage without a struggle.

I have always wanted one of those vacumns that suck up 99 percent off the dust out of carpets and everything. I am a electronic gadgets kind of person and if you want to get me a gift that is what I like electronic gadgets. I am not your ordinary girl that just wants flowers and jewelry I like gadgets that I can use around the house. I especially like gadgets that help me clean and make life easier.

I think I am going to try some meditation techniques I read online to see if they help relax me. My muscles are so tense right now that it hurts to move around.If all else fails I am going to try and take a nice bubble bath. I really need to find something that is going to relax me right away. Do any of you have any suggestions ?