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I need a vacation from my hectic life. I feel so wound up all the time. Lately I felt stressed out because I was trying to help one of my best friends make the right decision about wether she needed to stay with her hubby or not. I told her that she needs to get away and clear er mind. I tokd her what a good Idea it would be to rent a motor home and travel.

Although I warned her about checking the motorhome out thouroughly. We wouldnt want to have to call good sam motorhome towing to take the motorhome to get fixed. We have had bad luck with rentals before and I wouldnt want to have deal with a broken rental.
I just want a relaxing trip that is all

I never got to have my big dream wedding and all I can think about is planning my wedding the way I want it and the way I dreamed it would be. My hibby said that for our 10 year anniversary we can have that wedding I have always dreamed about so guess what I do on my spare time? I check out wedding sites and get my ideas from there.

This video in particular has caught my attention I like alot of the ideas that they have here and I wanted to share with you guys the video. Tell me what you think about it. Should I do my wedding like they have it set up here ?

I want something that is cost efficient and beautiful at the same time. Hey gals that have planned their wedding give me some Ideas please.

I cannot believe how cold it has been. I am really surprised that I havent woken up to find snow in the yard because it seems really really cold. I usually try ot go to the yard and sit down and relax but I havent done that in a long time because I have been so cold. It would be a different story If I had a outdoor fireplace that I could sit by but that is not the case.

I wish I could have the extreme makeover: house edition people come and built me my dream house and build me something to keep me warm while I am outside. I love the outdoors but not when its so cold. I have been piling on at least 3 blankets on myself just to feel toasty when I am going to bed. I cannot witl til springtime comes. I am waiting for the warm weather to hit us.

My hubby got me tickets to go see one of my favorite actor/comedian. I am going to get to see John Leguizamo perform his one man skit. You will not believe how excited I am about going. I really hope they have home theater seating or some seat that is just as comfortable. I dont want to be seating in pain while watching the show.

I hardly get to go anywhere so this is beyond thrilling for me. I am sitting here counting down the days til its time to go to the show. I know its silly to be so giddy about it but I am. I hope that we dont run into any problems when we go pick up the tickets since I am not the one with the student Id the hubby is the one who has the ID.
I cannot wait til sunday yay.

I dotn know how long my kids have been asking me for a ps3 and it breaks my heart to have to tell them that at this moment in time we simply cannot afford it. I wish somehow we were able to afford it but there is no way we can.

I have tried to save some money but there are more important things that I need to use it for. I really think my kids deserve the game system because they are really good kids. I really wish I could buy it or find a way to get a good deal on one. Gosh I really hate telling them that they cant have one because there is never any money to buy one. I wish I was a billionaire.

I have said it before and I will say it again I am tired of the same ol’ same ol’ things in my house. I wish I had the money to remodel because I have so many ideas. I want my kitchen to all be stainless steel which brings me to wanting stainless steel tiles or any kind of metal tiles. I think it will make my kitcvhen stand out more than it does now.

I first want to start with the kitchen but the next room on my list is the babies room. I have all kinds of ideas for it. I wish I could have someone come and paint a mural on it. I already know what I want them to draw I just need the perfect artist to do the work.

I think I am going to write all of my ideas on a notebook and when I have the money I will pull out the notebook and put my thoughts to good use.

With all the life issues we are having the one good thing I can say is that our love life has not been affected, which is a good thing. That is one way for me to get rid of my stress and thank goodness my hubby doenst need any help in that department so there is no need for us to be looking at buying extenze or anything.

If I couldnt have that alone time with the hubby I would have surely gone crazy by now. Its those quiet intamite moments we have that makes us keep going day by day and helps us fight stronger to make this life work. Why didnt anyone tell us that growing up was going to be so hard. I would have liked to stay a child much longer if I knew of the daily stress that being a grown up involves.

Oh what I wouldnt give to look like Kim Kardashian or have Kim Kardashian’s body. Have you seen her quick trim commercial? I think she is the best spokesperson for it because who wouldnt want to look curvacious and hot like her? I dont want to be super skinny I want to be curvacious because it looks better in clothes and swimsuits.

I used to want to be like Angelina Jolie but she got too skinny and I dont want to be that skinny. Plus who wouldnt want to have a butt like Kim Kardashian. I think she has the most famous butt other than Jennifer Lopez. If only I could be guaranteed results of getting that kind of body Kim has I would be signed up and be ready to hit the gym everyday.

I guess you have to be born with good genes like that or at least be able to afford a very very good plastic surgeon.

I had real “AHA” moment just occur to me right now. I have been eating a little bit less than I do cause I am so stressed out and while I am still eating the same foods I normally do I am just not eating that much because I have losst my appetite lately. Well I weighed myself a few minutes ago and I have lost 3 lbs. Yeah crazy that I have not tried to lose weight because I am so destracted and busy with other things but I managed to lose some weight. I was looking at a fat burner review but gave up when all this drama happend and just put the losing weight on the back burner and I managed to drop some weight.

I hope I dont gain back those 3 little pounds. I know it might not seem like a lot but to me it is. I always have a hard time losing weight. I have no problem packing it on but when it comes time to getting rid of it I simply cannot manage without a struggle.

I will be the first to admit that I am not the neatest of people. I hate doing chores but I do them cause I have to and lately to keep myself from sulking so much I have been on a cleaning spree. I have even cleaned the blinds a couple of times making sure that no dust has collected on them. I cannot believe how much dust accumulates in places in such little time.

I have always wanted one of those vacumns that suck up 99 percent off the dust out of carpets and everything. I am a electronic gadgets kind of person and if you want to get me a gift that is what I like electronic gadgets. I am not your ordinary girl that just wants flowers and jewelry I like gadgets that I can use around the house. I especially like gadgets that help me clean and make life easier.