I have been thinking over and over what I want to do. What career do I want to choose. I have been debating wether to pick cna or medical assistant or Pharmacy tech. I want to work in something where I help other people. I dont want to be wiping anyone’s butt thats for sure (even with safety gloves on I dont want to).

I dont like looking at blood so I can forget about being a nurse. I think everything is pointing to me being a pharmacy tech. I might not always be able to be in the front talking to customers but at least I will be helping them get their medications filled.

I have plenty of time to think of what I want to do. I just want to be sure that I make the right decision. What other career choices are out there that I would be good at ?

Being a mother of six kids sure keeps my life busy. I am glad to have my sis-inlaw help watch the kids when I need a break. Today while trying to get work done I went to a cute little ice cream shop that offers free wifi and has the best smoothies in town.

I was able to get so much done in such a little bit of time (other than forgetting the kids open house meeting ). I love it when I use my time properly and am able to get throw things and have extra time to relax. I even had time to get the insurance quote that I needed. One can never have too much insurance. I am one of those people is worries too much and I feel so much better when everything I need insurance for is insured.

I feel so accomplished right now that I think I will make this a weekly routine and go out and have time to take care of things I need.

As if I didnt have things I needed to fix already in the house one of my kids decided to bust the lock on his door. It came with a cheap door lock and thats why I think the lock broke. I have always bought Kwikset locks and never had a problem. I am going to have to go to the store today and buy a kwikset lock. I also have to get spackling for the hole that my oldest put on the wall when she slammed open the bathroom door. I thought we had a wall protector behind the door but I guess not.

The dishwasher is broken and I am currently waiting for the repairman to get the part it needs. I really hope he hurries up with it because I will be busy next week and I dont know if anyone will be home to let him in. I really wish someone would have told me how much it takes to keep up with repairs in a house u own.

I have been busy helping my sis -inlaw find a place so I have had hardly any time to write in here. I have been running around like a chicken with her head cut off trying to get everything done. I have finally gotten the school supplies I needed to get for all three kids and I got school clothes for the girls. I still need to get a few items for the boys though.

Its been crazy hot over here and I am melting. For the past week its been between 100-106 degrees outside so as you can imagine I have been indoors. The kids are excited to go to school and I am happy that they feel that way. I used to love school up until junior high.

I have to go and take a shower and get ready for the day but when I get a chance I will write more and tell you what has been going on.

I have been sick the past few days because one of my sons got the flu and went and past it to the rest of the family. I have been trying to rest as much as I can with six kids in the house so you can imagine that. The one good thing is that they have been pretty calm cuase they are getting over the flu bug themselves.

They have been helping me sort out coupons and we have been watching movies and pretty much laying low. I hope this bug goes away and we dont see it in our house for a very long time. As soon as we are all better I am going to plan to take the kidd to the happiest place on earth.

Th summer is almost over and the kids will be starting school soon. I will just have the 4 year old and the twins and I am going to look into getting my 4 year old into pre school. I have some school workbooks that I use to teach him his colors and numbers but I think he would benefit having a school setting so he knows what to expect when he goes to kindergarten.

I had a super great time for the 4th of july weekend. My hubby got to stay home yesterday too as part of his july 4th weekend. We got to spend time together and even had a chance to take the kids to see the last airbender. The boys really liked the movie. On the 4th of july my cousin and her boyfriend came over to our house to enjoy the barbeque we had.

She likes to smoke cigarettes but is trying to wean herself off of smoking and has recently started using e-cigarettes I had never ever seen anything like it and was quite intrigued by them. She just laughed at me for taking such an amusement to her smoking them.  So anywsays she hung out with us throughout the evening and even went with us to the park to see the fireworks.  I dont think I have ever spent so much time with her as I had this weekend.

I had so much fun that I wished the weekend didnt go by so fast. I dont know when we will be able to just relax and chill the way we did. I hope my cousin comes around more often and she can bring her boyfriend too. I just hope he talks more than he did this last time. I would not have known he was here if it wasnt because my cousin kept telling him to talk and mingle with us.

I have odd thoughts going into my mind at times. I was sitting waiting for my movie to start and I started thinking about the difference of  commercial lighting and regular house lighting. From what my husband was explaining the difference is that  commercial lighting are for big areas such as gyms and things of that nature. Households dont really need that much lighting.

If you had a home theater in your house or if you had a mansion then you would need high powered lights. I dont have a mansion so I guess I dont need that kind of lighting although the lighting was nice at the theatre which is what got me thing in the first place. Oh and by the way we went to see “Eclipse” which was fabulous by the way and I recommend everyone going out and seeing it.

I cant wait til the 4th of july I think we will have a barbeque or go to the beach. I have been  feeling so much better and I am very grateful for the family I have.

The babies birthdays are tommorow and they are sick. I was going to plan a big birthday party but since they have a cold I am going to do their party sometime in June. I am sitting here on my bed reading acne treatment reviews because for some reason my body thinks its a teenager and goes and breaks out in pimples all the time. I wouldnt mind it so much if they didnt pop out in the most inopportune times.

I took some pictures the other day and all you could see was the pimples on my face. I wish I knew how to retouch pictures and make my face all nice and smooth. I am amazed reading how many people break out in pimples in their adult life. My daughter laughs and laughs telling me that I break out more than she does and that she is a teenager and she should be the one breaking out. Sometimes I try to convince myself that its the makeup thats breaking me out but what is my excuse when I am not wearing makeup? I have no excuse or reason for my breakouts. I just might have to see a dermatologist if these pimples dont go away.

I am a little bit disappointed in myself. I know I shouldnt get so down about not losing alot of weight but I do. I want to have a great weight loss success story and right now I dont. I have alot of friends who have been losing alot of weight and I am so happy for them. I just wish I could lose the weight I want to without having to struggle so much.

It seems like I only lose one or two pounds per week and at that rate I am never going to lose the 30 lbs I want to lose. Maybe I need to learn how to be patient but its so hard to be patient. I know the saying patience is a virture but its one I dont possess. I am one of those people who gets motivated by seeing results.

Have I told you that I have been trying to lose weight? I have lost 3 pounds so far and I wish it was way more. I have thought about using weight loss pilss to help me out and I have been looking at apidexin reviews to see if they would work out for me. I need some help because even though I was watching what I ate and excercised I didnt lose much weight. I admit I felt kind of disappointed that I didnt lose more weight.

I want to start off by losing 30 pounds and right now that goal seems so far away. I need motivation and a little boost so If diet pills help me why not take them. I am still goign to be reseaching what pills will work best for me and I hope sooner than later I can reach my goal weight.