Especially when electronics seem to malfuntion It is good to make copies of your reciepts and save then just in case you might need them some other time. do you save your reciepts? I didnt used to save them til I had a computer breakdown and luckily my information was still in the shops computer. The salesman told me that it was important to save my reciepts and since then I make sure I have them in my file box.

I want a partner who is going to motiviate me and who will push me to lose the weight and keep it off. I have given my weight a long hard thought and I am not happy with my weight but something in me has still not gotten to the point where I will make drastic changes. I really need that big push to make me do that big dramatic and drastic change!!

I told myself that even if I had taken the best weight loss supplement there was I woiuld have gained weight with the amount of food I ate. I am going to start back up walking and I am gonna try to eat smaller meals. I keep falling off the wagon but I will keep getting back on it

I hate that the holidays are coming and the only thing I can think about is how much weight I will be putting on during the holidays. This whole weight issue is getting to me badly.

Now everyday I weorry about what I eat and how many calories it has and trying not to eat to many sweets or not eatign enough meals. I miss those days where I would eat simple meals and would just breastfeed the babies and be okay.
Why aren’t times as simple as then ?

I have to worry about making sure that all the bills are covered. I have to worry about the maintanace on the car and all that stress is making me break out. I cannot help but worry about everything. I wish we were rich and I never had to worry about any bills or being able to afford some gifts for the kids.AAAHHHHH life sucks sometimes.

On another note I want to take my kids to the SoCal fair either today or tommorow. I am not sure if we are gonna be able to go but I am sure gonna try and take them. I think the kids would have a blast going and having fun on the rides. I havent been to the fair in ages.

If we do get to go I am going to go and get me a funnel cake. I know I shouldnt be eating sweets but I have been good so far and I think one funnel cake wont be that bad.

I left a note in the suggestion box because they really made me upset. I am going to try and avoid that facility unless I am in extreme dire need of medical assistance and that is the only place I can go. After hours of countless waiting the kids are ok and in a few days they will be as good as new.

I keep telling myself that maybe it is worth it for me to go to one of those education course schools where I can earn a medical assistant degree or a pharmacy tech degree. I see plenty of jobs for those to work fields. Until I can get a job I guess I will continue putting in applications and hoping that someone calls me.

I wish I could find a good job that would let me work from home. Maybe someday my hubby will be able to own his own business and I will be able to stay and either work from home or be able to help run my hubbies business from home.

I even went to the doctor’s and asked what was going on and why did it seem like I was going bald. My doctor told me that it was because my body haas gotten used to being pregnant and now that I wasnt my hormones had to get used to pre pregnancy levels. I wish someone would have told me that my hair loss was only temporary. I am slowly getting the thick hair that I used to have and I am glad that I didnt go and buy a wig even though I felt at the time that I needed one.