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My back has been getting worse and worse. I am scared that in a couple of years I might end up needing spinal laser surgery. The cold makes it even worse and on some days I can barely get out of bed. It makes me so sad to be suffering from so many spinal and back problems.

I dont know how long its been since I have had a day without pain. Everyday I wake up I wish I didnt suffer the pain I do. I wish I could ride all the amusement park rides with my children but sadly it isnt so. I have been suffering from this pain since 2005 and more than likely the rest of my life. I just want pain relief that is all.