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I am a little bit disappointed in myself. I know I shouldnt get so down about not losing alot of weight but I do. I want to have a great weight loss success story and right now I dont. I have alot of friends who have been losing alot of weight and I am so happy for them. I just wish I could lose the weight I want to without having to struggle so much.

It seems like I only lose one or two pounds per week and at that rate I am never going to lose the 30 lbs I want to lose. Maybe I need to learn how to be patient but its so hard to be patient. I know the saying patience is a virture but its one I dont possess. I am one of those people who gets motivated by seeing results.