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I have gotten sick yet again. I have been thowing up and having chills and tummyache. If i dont get better soon I am going to end up visiting the men in lab coats pretty soon. I hate being sick more than anything and this is driving me nuts.

I cannot stand puking its is so awful and it takes such a toll on me. My body is so sore from all the puking I was doing. I hope the rest of the day goes ok. I sure hope none of the kids get sick either. I have a sneeking suspicion that I got sick cause of my boys was sick but that was over two weeks ago.

I feel drained just typing this out so I am going to go and rest.

I never got to have my big dream wedding and all I can think about is planning my wedding the way I want it and the way I dreamed it would be. My hibby said that for our 10 year anniversary we can have that wedding I have always dreamed about so guess what I do on my spare time? I check out wedding sites and get my ideas from there.

This video in particular has caught my attention I like alot of the ideas that they have here and I wanted to share with you guys the video. Tell me what you think about it. Should I do my wedding like they have it set up here ?

I want something that is cost efficient and beautiful at the same time. Hey gals that have planned their wedding give me some Ideas please.

I want to buy a pool for the summer because it is getting really hot and its not even the heat season. I want a pool that has a cover kind of like the spa covers I have seen for the spa. I would love to eventually own a spa but I need something with cold water not hot water.

I wish I had money to have an in ground pool but there is no way we can have that at least for the next 10 years. Plus I want to get my kids a wooden playground so they can enjoy it before they get too big. I have seen some nice playgrounds at walmart that are reasonably priced.

I have so many things I want to buy for my backyard but I have to do it a little bit at a time because money is a little bit tight right now.

Gosh I realize how much I love and adore my husband when I see what my sister-inlaw and brother-inlaw are going through. I hope that I never have to reach that crossroad of deciding wether I love my husband or not. I hate to see that both of them are seriously contemplating getting a divorce.

I wish I could help them more but really this is just something that they are going to have to deal with themselves. All I can do is be the shoulder she needs to cry on and the ears that listen to the problems or thoughts she has. I love my sister in law alot and I wish they didnt have to go through what they are going through right now.

You know its always the kids who suffer the worst. I realy really hope that they work everything out and I will pray that this is just a phase that they are going through. I have never felt so much tension as I did the other day while at there house. I could not wait to be out of there. All I wanted to do was hug my husband tightly and tell him how much I love him and appreciate how hard he works for the family.

Please pray for them and send good thoughts their way. I am going to be praying and hoping all of this drama gets resolved.

I love being able to check product reviews on the internet. Like for instance checking out hydrolyze reviews made me make a decision wether I wanted to buy this product or not. I would have hated to order the product and not like it at all.

I love that the internet had so many product review sites for just about anything. I love reading about different products and that makes me want to buy them even more. I mean seriously who doesnt love knowing what others think about something you want to buy.

I love getting samples too. If you try it you most likely want to buy it at least I know I usually do. I think all companies should send out little samples of their items all the time

I forgot to mention how my doctor vist went. I went in to be seen for my back but I ended up getting seen for my ankle too. I ended up spraining my ankle about two days before I got to see my doctor. I talked to the doctor about my pain and about how I need to lose weight and basically the doctor said I could go on any diet I wanted to choose he just didnt recommend me using any type of fat burner pills.

As soon as the doctor told me not to use any type of fat burner pills my heart sunk. I have been wanting to use pills to help me with my weight loss because I can never do it all on my own. I need soem type of motivation or help. I need to lose over 100 lbs and thats alot of weight. I knw I have to do do it in a sensible way in order to keep it off but thats just so hard to do.

I am going back to my routine of walking and I am going to watch what I eat and in smaller bites to start with. DO any of you want to lose weight too ? Let me know and maybe we can motiviate each other.

I have been wanting to look into getting some type of accredited online degrees because I am tried of not having some kind of education other than high school. I want to do better for myself and I want my children to be proud of me.

I want my kids to hold their head up high when they talk about their parents and I want to show them first hand that anything is possible. I want the best for my children and who doesnt. My hubby will be graduating soon and I am so proud of him. He will be getting his Masters Degree in business administration

I am glad that my kids have their dad as a role model but I want to be a role model for them too.

I am so upset right now because ever since we moved counties my daughters exzema has been acting up. I hate seeing her suffer and be feeling itchy all the time. I have thought of using different types of eczema herbal treatments to see if that helps the problem.

I just hate seeing my kids suffer. I knew we should have invested in a water softner to see if that helped us. I have been having super dry skin and I am the one eho is least sensitive about that stuff so I know that the water is too hard for her skin. I really dont like using cortizone on her skin because I have heard alot of bad things about it.

I hope going the ezcema herbal treatment way will helps her get better.

I have been sitting at the computer for a couple of hours looking through home insurance quotes. I swear its easier to get a life insurance quote than it is to find got home insurance. I really should have my hubby do it because all the freaking questions I have to answer I dont know.

I wish that all of these house things werent so complicated. It sure is alot different to own a house than to just rent one. I like the freedom we have but I sure dont like the maintenance and upkeep it requires. The kids love having a back yard and the neighborhood is nice so I can deal with the other stuff for my kids.

I think once I get fully settled I will feel better. At least that is what I hope happens.

I am turning girly girly. I have never been the type to want all my electronics pink or white til now. I have my eye set on a pink Sony VAIO laptop. I use my hubbies plain black one and I want a nice girly one for me.

I must admit that I want a nice pink laptop because I know that if I get a new laptop he is going to want to take it over. If I have a pink laptop he wont dare touch it or take it to school so that is partly the reason why I would like the pink one versus the white one.

Tell me which one would you pick ? Would u want a pink Sony VAIO laptop or a White Sony VAIO laptop?