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We are doing an over haul cleaning of the house and guess what I found among all my boxes . I found the birth announcements that I was supposed to send out for the twins. Yeah the twins are now 7 months old so yeah I procrastinated very much. I cannot believe I never sent them out.

I swear if my head wasnt attached to my body I would have lost that too. It is understandable that I lose my head sometimes because haveing six kids running around is exhausting and when they all want to talk to me at once or when the twins start crying at the same time I dont know what to do and at the end of the day as soon as I hit the bed I am out like a light.

All in all its hard and exhausting but I wouldnt change it for the world. I love them with all my heart and they are the reason I wake up with a smile.

I have been having big time problems with the health insurance we have. I hate how they cannot accomodate us with our medical needs. I simply cannot stand that I have to wait three weeks or more to get a freaking appointment. My other option is to go to the emergency room if it is bad enough. But with a 100 dollar copay for the emergency room visit I dont think that is really an option.

I feel like getting a health insurance lead  and finding me better health insurance. As much as we are paying for health insurance shouldnt we be having the best there is out there?

I am just so moody about not being able to get a physical appointment for my kids without having to wait about three weeks for them to be seen. I think I am going to write a letter to the freaking insurance company.

My desktop computer is on its last legs. I dont know if its the system memory that is going bad. I am not sure if its the hard drive or what all I know is that it runs super slow and then it crashes for no reason.

I need a new desktop. I hope to be able to get a new desktop and soon I hope. I cannot be without a computer for a long time. I feel withdrawls if I go a day or two without using the computer. I dont remember what life was before I owned a computer.

I would love to get one of those touch screen computers but right now I would settle for anything new and that runs fast not like the crappy computer I have to sue right now.

I have been so busy that I didnt have time to come and write in here for the new year. We spent the new year at home relaxing and just celebrating it with the family. It was nice and quite for a while till the neighbors started their party. It must have been a nice one because I could smell the scent of cigars coming from their yard.

I love certain scents and some cigars smell nice and black and milds smell nice in my opinion. I know its weird that I like certain scents but I do. Take for instance I like the smell of pinesol yes the floor cleaner.I like to use it because I think it smells good and cleans and disinfects the floors.

Now back to cigars while I dont smoke them I like the smell of them. Something about the smell reminds me of far away places.