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I have failed myself yet again . I didnt stick to my original plans of taking it easy when it came to Thanksgiving. I ate everything there was to eat and then ate some more, I always do that when it comes to holidays. I dont know how to stop or control myself that is why I have the weight problems I do. I dont want to resort to taking some type of fat burners to lose the weight. I really need to gain control of myself. I cannot go another year being the weight I am =(

I dont want to go to spend Christmas at my families house cause I know they are going to have food galore. I need to be able to be strong and not give into the food but I do everytime. Even if I just learned to eat smaller portions I know that would help. I really need to stick to the promises I make myself.