I can be compulsive about things and one of the biggest compulisions I have is making sure that I have the right price on the items I am buying. I will go and check and double check at the price check scanners. I try to make sure that the the price scans right and I would totally have my own barcode scanner if i could. I can be that big of a compulsive person.

I have been trying to relax more and try to not be as compusive as I am but its hard. I think that checking prices is not as bad as my other compulsions so that is at the bottem of my list. I will try to work on my other ones though cause once they start affecting my daily life its not a good thing to have.

Hubby wants to take me on a boat for a vacation. While i am always up for a vacation i dont think a boat sounds to nice. I am one of those people who is extremely paranoid and would want a safety vest. and a floating device and rubber floaties on my arms and anything else that might help me.

I can be exteme in my paranoia sometimes. I cant help it though. I really need to relax and enjoy myself with the activities my hubby wants to do but I can never relax. I think I am going to see how safe my surroundings are and then I will decide then.

Yeah I am one of those people that will wear a safety vests if I am walking in the dark and I want to be seen. It tends to be dark out here and even though they are menat for construction workers I dont mind wearing one when I do my walks or hikes. I am a weirdo like that.

Sorry that I have been missing in action but with the holidays and having six kids most of my time was spend shopping and cooking for the kids and for the family. Let me not forget all the eating I have been doing too. I am pretty sure I am going to be needing Fastin after the holidays are done. I can already feel my clothes snug on me. But hey the holidays come once a year and I am really enjoying the time I am spending with my family so all in all its worth it.

Merry Christmas to all of you . I still got to go and pack some last minute gifts so I will be back shortly.

Since I have been freezing my patootie off I have been doing nothing but daydream about nice warm weather and cleann blue beaches. I would love to be at the riviera maya enjoying a margarita instead of being here at my house frozen like a popsicle.

I want to see the beautiful blue beaches not the yucky brown ones we have. I want to be basking in the sunlight. I am so over winter. I need to feel the warmth again. I think I am going to boycott the winter weather by laying in bed and snuggling with my blankets. I think that laying snuggled up in bed is the perfect excuse for this cold weather. All I need now is some chocolate chip cookies and some hot chocolate and I will be good to go

I have failed myself yet again . I didnt stick to my original plans of taking it easy when it came to Thanksgiving. I ate everything there was to eat and then ate some more, I always do that when it comes to holidays. I dont know how to stop or control myself that is why I have the weight problems I do. I dont want to resort to taking some type of fat burners to lose the weight. I really need to gain control of myself. I cannot go another year being the weight I am =(

I dont want to go to spend Christmas at my families house cause I know they are going to have food galore. I need to be able to be strong and not give into the food but I do everytime. Even if I just learned to eat smaller portions I know that would help. I really need to stick to the promises I make myself.

I want to do some kind of makeover to the house. I am getting tired of the way it looks. I especially want makeover the kitchen the tile is on the kitchen looks aweful. I want some type of granite tile on it. One that wont show as much dirt on it as the one that we have on right now.

Who knew that doing home improvements could be so costly. I need to save up my money and do a little bit here and a little bit there. I just get so bored looking at the house and seeing so many things needing home improvement. I wish I was a genie that could wiggle her nose and BAM all the things I wanted would be magically done and I would have a whole different style of house.

I still need to do some home improvements on the outside of the house too. This house looks so plain it needs color to liven it up. I want to get the kids some kind of playground for their back yard too