With my hubbies cousin passing away so unexpectedly It has made the hubby and I realize how quick one can go. We need to be prepared in case of an emergency. I need for my kids to be well taken care of should anything happen. We have been checking out life insurance quotes and seeingn what we can afford. Let me tell you its not a good feeling to be thinking of such things but we now realize that its the smart thing to do.

Jason’s cousin was only 25 he had just turned 25 in may. That is too young to go. Fortunately I believe he had some kind of life insurance to leave his wife but I am not really sure if thats the case. Regardless if he did or not I know that we need to have one because we have too many kids that need taking care of.

We need to check into writing a will too. Its really sad to think that all of this was brought on by our family loss. We still cannot believe that he is gone. I personally am in denial. I dont know if it is a defense mechanism or what but I choose to believe that he is far away on vacation or something. I rather have all those beautiful memories of him.