I hadn’t thought about it till now but we are all going to need some sport sunglasses cause I am sure our eyes will be so puffy from the crying. I just wish we didnt have to buy the sunglasses for such a sad occasion.

I have been waking up from the little bit of sleep I have been getting and I keep wishing it was just a nightmare a really bad nightmare but sadly that is not the case. We still cant get over how we could have lost such an important person in our life. He was the rope that held this family together.

I dont know how we are going to get through this loss. I dont know how his mom is going to survive all of this . I can barely keep my composure how do u think she must be.
Please I need to find the strength from somewhere not to fall into the sadness that is dwelling me right now.