I cannot believe how big my little boys have gotten. They have outgrown their newborn clothes and their 0-3 months clothes and are headed to the six months size pretty soon. I cannot believe how big they have gotten in such a short time. Even though they were preemies at birth you wouldn’t be able to tell now just by looking at them.

I am kinda sad at how quickly they are growing. Pretty soon they are going to be too big for all the cute little personalized baby gifts I had asked my family to get them. I adore clothing that has their name on them.

I think it makes me sentimental too cause I know they are my last set of babies since I got my tubes tied. I know I must be crazy to be thinking about more kids since I already got 6 of them. Even though we have six and the house can be hectic at times we adore each and everyone of them and our house would feel the emptyness if even just one of them wasnt with us. I really dont know what I am going to do when my oldest goes to college. I guess I have quite a few years to get used to it cause she still has a long time to go before she even goes to college but that is one of my fears.

I seriously think I  am going to die from this heat!! It has been 110 F degrees out here for the past week. I cannot stand the heat. I freaking got a nose bleed just from going to pick up the  mail. I dont know how people can survive this heat.

We had to go get tires for the car and it took freaking forever to get the car done. We had to wait almost 5 hours. Well in that time My son and I almost got heat stroke cause we came hom puking and with a bad headache we felt like we were gonna faint.

I hope this heat is almost over. We have been staying indoors as much as we can and watching movies. Which reminds me that I want to get a new flat screen t.v and one of those t.v mounts . I have been looking at them but right now we cant afford it. I think maybe if we get any money back from income tax we can buy one.

I really need to go and take a break cause I still have a headache.

You will not believe how much I am breaking out. I really thought I was way past this stage of breaking out. My teenage daughter is breaking out and it should only be her going through this not me too. My hubby suggested getting her Proactiv since it worked for him many years ago. His face used to break out all the time but not anymore.

So I will be ordering proactiv for my teenager and I guess I will be needing it too since I have been breaking out alot lately. Watch my video and see my big pimple and I am sure you will be able to spot others as well.

I need a vacation badly. I want to be anywhere but here. I have resorted to looking at yamaha rhino 660 parts daydreaming that if I had a yamaha rhino I could escape the chaos that is going on in my place. I dont see how the lady with the 8kids does it or much less that lady with the 14 kids. My kids have big age gaps and I can barely manage I dont see how that octuplet mom is doing it if her kids are so close in age.
I amso sorry I have nothing but rants today I just feel so frustrated. I am gonna go back and look at beautiful places that I can travel to or look at cars that I can dream I am driving anything to let me escape for a little bit even if it’s just in my mind.

I am at my wits end with my girls fighting woth each other. I keep telling them that allthey got is each other but they dont care. I purposely gave each one their own room so they wouldnt be in each other’s face all the time and they still are. They are always arguing with each other over the stupid little things.

I couldnt even fill out a questionaire to get an insurance quote for hubbies family because I kept hearing them fighting. I put each one on a time out and did that solve the problem NO! I seriously hate to resort to grounding them but the way things are going that is exactly what is going to happen.

I just need to find a little corner and have some peace and quiet before I drive myself crazy.

I have been so busy that I am not sure if I wrote here or not that I have started walking everyday. I want to lose some weight and tone my muscles a bit. I have started walking to see it helps me lose weight before I even look into taking some form of tonalin cla. Hey I am willing to try it if it means getting rid of fat and making muscles.

My stomach muscles are gone or damn near after having the babies. I need to tighten those muscles and other muscles in areas i wish to not mention right now. I am taking a day off from walking tonight but I will resume tommorow. I need to keep a routine cause I easily deter from it .I lack motivation and need someone to push me and right now my sis -in law is motivating me to do it.

sadly my wedding ring has dissapeared and my hubby told me he would replace my ring so I have been looking at Diamond rings online.I think I have narrowed my vhoices down to two beautiful ones. The first one I like is this one
the second one I like is this one

i am going to show hubby and see which one he likes cause I cant decide.

My hands feel so naked without my wedding band on it. I had bought a little sterling silver band that had cubic zirconia’s and the darn thing didn’t even last a month. I have been looking at Diamond rings online because my wonderful hubby said that he will replace my wedding ring.

I want something simple not to fancy not too dull and that will last and that the diamonds wont fall out. I might consider an anniversary band if it is pretty. I also want the ring to be white gold because I dont like regular gold anymore.

I just want a pretty ring that will look good on my finger that is all.

I got so scared last night because out of nowhere the garage door opened. How the heck did it do that when all of us were in the house and most of the family was sleeping. I got so scared that I woke up the hubby and had him check around the house with a wooden bat in his hand.

I told him that we should look into one of those video surveillance equipment that can get installed all around the house. I get so paranoid and now my nerves are in a bunch cause of it. I bet I am going to have problems sleeping now cause I am gonna think someone is trying to break in.

I swear I worry about alot of stupid things but someone breaking into the house is not think little. I am going to have to find out what is making the garage door open by itself.

I have started trying to get healthy again and have started walking with my sis in law. First of all I noticed that I need some good walking shoes cause my feet were killing me. I also need some good walking gear. Such as reflective clothing if we are going to be walking at night. I do not want to be hit. I also need to buy alot of socks cause sadly since I wear flip flops I only found about four pairs of socks and that’s it.

I wanted to try out all the different fat burners items they have on the net but I think I am going to see how walking works out for me right now. I am also going to see if eating less helps me out too. I need to get healthy I just need too. For the sake of my back not hurting so much and just to be healthy for my kids. I am going to hopefully get myself some good walking shoes and stick to this schedule of walking and eating better.