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I have been driving myself batty trying to figure out how I can log into my other blog. I am usually calm and collected but this is driving me bonkers. I really think I need to get out of the house or something and take a breather. I want to go to the movies ,there are a few movies that are out that I want to check out. I also want to go out and have a date night with the hubby.

We havent really had alot of time to spend together . We are always too busy to just chill and have a good time. I hope tommorow we are able to spend some time after we take the babies to get their first set of shots. 

I really hope the weather starts to cool down because I cant stand the heat and the bill for running the air conditioner is out of control. I just might need to find me some kind of job that I can do from home.

To take my mind off of things that have been going on around here I have been looking aat gossip websites. I am so shocked at how many your stars are ending up in drug rehab. What has happend to our youth? Do I want these people to be my children’s role model? Why can’t we have these actor’s and actresses promoting kids to go to college? I want my child to succeed and if it means for her to stop watching and or following these so called role models then so be it. I cannot believe how many shows are on T.V where the kids havent even left teenage hood and they are alreadying in rehab or need to go.

I think we will have family night and play board games and go back to the days when times were more simple and we didn’t have so much corruption.

It has been 106F for the past three days here and I cant stand it. We have been running the AC nonstop and I hate to see what my bill is going to look like. We have been struggling a bit financially since we bought the house and had both babies but I wouldn’t trade either for the world. I have just been using coupons to save money and it has helped out alot . I love going to sites like coupontrunk.com where they have all the best coupons in one easy place . I have been using their amazon coupons for a few household items that I have been wanting forever.

I must admit that even though we are a bit tight on money I spluged a tiny bit and used one of the fossil coupons to get myself a wallet. I cant help it I like to shop to calm my nerves plus I saved some money using the coupons.
I am going to recommend everyone I know to use coupons and check out coupon websites like I did because It has been helping us out quite a bit

I feel so bad for neglecting my site but I get so busy with the babies and running around the house and with the other kids that are on vacation that I hardly have time to sit and write all the things I want to put down on here.
I need to get going with the whole driving thing but I just dont seem to have the time. I really do need to learn and quickly might I add. I am sure it is easier to learn how to drive than to do motorhome towing, so I dont know why I am taking so long do it .

I have so many things to do and it would be easier to do them if I didn’t have to depend on someone to do them. I am so prideful when it comes to asking others for help. I don’t know why I am that way way but I am. I think part of it is because I hate people throwing it in my face when they help me out .

My Mother in law is having problems getting her disability insurance going. She has called and filed paperwork to get SSDI but they have either turned her down because either she hasnt filled out the paperwork like they wants her too or she needs more documentation.

I told her I would help her out as much as I can and I have resorted to the net to see if others have had as much difficulty as she is having. What I have found out is that there are different resources she can use. I found a great one called Allsup.com and their success rate is 98 percent so strongly recommended she call them to help her get her paperwork done. They need all the help they can get and I know she qualifies.

I hope all my researching helps her out. I wont know till next week but I feel really possitive that my recomendation is what she needed.

I cannot believe how big my twin boys have gotten. They are a month old and they are getting huge. I wish my camcorder still worked so I could record them. I had planned on looking at digital camcorders before the babies were born and purchasing one to film their birth but they came so unexpectedly that I didn’t have time to. I still want to by one and record all of their milestones. I also want to record all of the kids cause they do and say the darnest things.

My Tristan is going to be starting kindergarten and I would love to have recording of that. I need to persuade my hubby to buy one. I need to practice on laying the charm so he can go and buy me one. If I try and save for one they twin boys will brobably be walking and going to school by then.

I Really need to go throught the kids toys and give some away and get rid of the ones that are broken. The kids toybox is overflowing and I dont think that they play with half of the toys they have. Plus I need to make room for the birthdays and holidays cause my family likes ot give the kids toys as if they needed any more. I always ask for educational toys and the always get what they wnat which is usually some really noisy and lous toy. I swear my family does it on purpose cause they know it drives me bananas.

On a totally unrelated topic I have been playing Michael jackson’s music nonstop. I hadn’t listened to his albums in lord knows how long and now I cant help myself and keep playing them over and over. Okay now I have to go back and finish going through the girls toys and start with the boys.

I am just now realizing how old I am getting by watching my daughter go through puberty. I cant believe how grown she has gotten. She has suddenly changed into a young woman and is worried about what she is going to wear what kind of styles are in and is always trying different styles with her hair. I am so not used to having a teen.

Her latest battle has been with pimples. She gets one or two here and there but to her it is a tragedy. I have bought her acne cream and have told her that it should take care of it. But being the emotional pre teen that she is she keeps telling me that if they dont go away she will need some kind of acne treatments. I keep telling her that she doesn’t have enough pimples to need treatment but she doesn’t want to listen. I should just be happy that this is a minor battle right.

I have just gotten the babies pictures now I have to order the baby announcements and start passing them out to family. It has taken me a long time because the stupid picture company messed up my order . Even though I paid them on time and was told that it would only take 7 to 10 days for me to get my pictures ,it took them almost 4 weeks to get here. I am beyond pissed about it but oh well. What can I do about it now I just know I wont order anything from them again.
I am getting ready to order the baby announcementst and start sending them out to friends and family. Let me know if any of you online friends want one and I will be sure to get it out to you.

I also need to schedule some family pictures cause we haven’t taken any in a long time. I wish I had some of my online photography friends living close to me cause they take awesome pictures.