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a little sad

Here I am still on bedrest and uncomfortable as heck. I cant stand being in bed. I have been feeling a little bit down because my aunt was telling me that my uncle has cancer and that he is not doing anything about it. It makes me really sad that he doesnt even want to try and beat it. I have been reading up on the different types of cancers out there and the most scariest sounding to me is Mesothelioma cancer . I dont think that is the type he has but noone will tell me which type of cancer it is. My family doesnt want to worry me in my condition but they dont see that it worries me even more not knowing what is going on.

I hope I find out more information soon. I wish I could go see him but in my condition I cant do diddly squat.





uuughh I can't do this !!!

So here it is day 2 of me being bedrested and I am already going crazy. I cannot stand being confined to a bed. I know it is for a good cause cause we want the boys to be healthy but I am going nuts just sitting and laying down.

I have been paying our bills which I have been doing online since I have nothing else to do. I have also been transfering all out mail to be sent here and I updated our car insurance and even got a discount because we live in a house and store our cars in the garage. That discount is helping us out alot too.

I am trying to find some online games to play because I am soo soo bored . I dont see how people can do this bedrest thing. I hope time flies by for me because I am going stircrazy.





A day I dont care to repeat

I had a really bad day today. Both Tristan and I had doctor’s appointments. Poor Tristan got seven shots today to get him ready for kindergarten. He was such a good boy he didn’t even cry for any of the shots.

Afterwards We went to my doctor’s appointment and thats where things went bad. I have been put on complete bedrest and was sent to labor and delivery because I was having contractions. While I was there my blood pressure dropped really low and I almost fainted. The nurses had me put my chin to my chest and it helped a bit but about 15 minutes later I started to faint again.

So what was supposed to be a 15 mminute appointment turned out to be a 2 and a half hour appointment and with instructions to be on complete bedrest.
My hunny wanted to go to las vegas next month but it doesnt look like it’s happening. No use looking itnto travel insurance online now. All our vacation time is going to be put on hold till these baby boys get here. They still need 2 months to be fully cooked so i hope this bedrest helps.





Moved in but not unpacked

We moved almost everything over to the new house on saturday and stayed in the house with no power for two days. Finally we got the services installed and I was able to get online check my emails and pay bills.

We have been unpacking little by little but I think it will take a few months before we get everything situated. I would much rather be having some Vegas vacations than being here unpacking and hurting.

We still need to go back to San Diego to get a few things but I dont want to go back and forth and I still have to go to docter’s appointments so I guess I will be heading back next week. All I want to do right now is sleep that is all.





I wish I could snap my fingers and be done

I have a doctor’s appointment today which is good cause I have been in a lot of pain these past few days. On top of that I think I am suffering from allergy attacks because I keep sneezing and feel stuffy all day. I have noticed that I have been using my asthma inhalor more than usual and that is not a good sign.

We still haven’t finished packing and we are picking up the uhaul tommorow. So I guess after my doctor’s appointment we are going to haul butt and finish packing up the rest of the house. The packing of everything wouldn’t be so hard if I didn’t have a
surplus of things. I am such a packrat.
I just want the move to be over and done with.





We have an official move in date

SO we have officially set the uhaul reservation for this weekend. It is also going to be the most hectic weekend because we have a wedding to go to on Saturday and pick up the Uhaul on Saturday try to pack it on saturday evening and all day Sunday and then turn it in on monday.

I am having them turn on all the utilities on Monday too. I never knew how much money we had to put for deposit just to get the utilities turned on.I have a ultrasound appointment to go to this evening. So I am trying to pack as much stuff as I can before I need to get ready to to my appointment. I hope everything is okay with the little guys. I need them to keep cooking in as long as possible. I still need to register on target’s baby registry but I think I will do that after we move in the house





I need to relax even if it is a little

I feel so much anxiety that it isn’t funny. I am not even close to being done with the packing and I have yet to call the utilities company and get everything turned on at the new house. My feet have been killing me but I think it is from the pressure of these babies. I could really benifit from having some of those Dansko professional shoes that nurses wear to be comfortable during their shifts. I have started to use flip flops cause those are the only things that feel comfortable on my feet.

I am going to see if I cna still call and see if I can turn on the water and the sewer and the trash and cable and I guess right now is a good time to start calling. I amm turning into my husband who is always a procrastinator





what a way to start the day

Here I am this morning trying to hurry up and pack a little bit of clothes because we have to leave our apartment for some repairs that they need to do in the tub. We had no where to go but luckily hubbies brother offered us to stay at their home. We sure could have used a free stay at a hotel but his brother’s house will do just fine.

I feel so overwhelmed getting ready to move into our house I dont know where to start we still have things that need to be packed and I have yet to call the utilities company and set up utilities. There are some minor things we need to fix up in the house too before we move in.

Eeek I also need to put the registration sticker on the van I keep forgetting and today is a new month so it better be on there today.






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