To Las Vegas we will be going this weekend because Jason’s cousin is getting married. I still need to pack and more than likely I need to pack for the kids because I doubt anyone wants to watch them for me. I need to make sure I charge my camera and I really need to make sure I have space on my micro sd card just in case I can use my cellphone as a camera.

I also need to think of a good present to give them. My pregnancy brain has gone beserk and normal easy thoughts dont come in that often now everything is overanylized and I am stresses out with this whole home buying thing .

I think we should wait a little bit more but hubby doesnt seem to think so. He swears the interest rate will go up though I think it wont because people are losing there jobs even more than they were last year.

I am going to try and relax but obviously with all this going on in my head I doubt I will be able too.

We are thinking of still putting in the offer for the house and offering a little bit less and see if they take the offer. We aren’t sure how this whole house buying thing goes but I think it is like a car you bargain and see what best price you can get. I am a little bit excited but a little bit nervous too.

This will be our first home purchase which is such a big deal. We will also be having the twins which is another big thing in our life. I guess that 2009 is really turning into a big year for us. I am not usre how long we have to wait and see if they accept our offer or if we have to make a counteroffer.

We found out that the babies are both boys. I am happy to know they are boys because I think they are easier to deal with. While at the docter’s I found out that I am spilling sugar and am most likely getting gestational diabetes again. I have to go out and get my one hour glucose test done sometime this week.

I also found out that I lost 3 pounds since the last time the docter weighed me two weeks ago. I guess pregnancy is my own Leptorexin. I thought I would have gained five or ten pounds by now but that is not the case. I still have about five months to go so we will see if my weight picks up by then.

We have run into a little bump in the road to getting the house. You see the Lease to the place we currently live at doesnt end till April 30,2009 so If we get the house we are required to pay rent here till it expires and tha is just too much.

Jason is worried that the house price or interest wil go up if we wait those 2 and a half months. There is no way we can pay the mortgage and the rent here though it is imossible. SO that is something we are going to have to think hard on. I had a feeling this was going to happen but I didn’t want to burst his bubble.

On another note I have a docter’s appointment today I hope they can tell for sure what the babies are cause I feel better knowing 100 percent what hey are than the docter guessing what they are but not really sure about it. When I get back I will write about how the doc appt went.

We went to look at houses today and out of the eight we saw we only liked two. Even though I am scared of moving so far away to a plce I never been too I like the city and it looks like a wonderful place to raise my kids. We are still deciding between a five bedroom house and a six bedroom house they both had they unique qualities.

What I liked about the five bedroom house was tha tit had built in shelves where you can either store books my my kids soccer or basketball trophies . It also had a really huge back yard.

The six bedroom house of course had an extra room but the yard was a little bit smaller but it had a nice loft that can eventually be turned into another little bedroom. But liked the kitchen it was really big.

We are going to give it some serious thought and decide which one we want to make an offer on.

I have another crazy confession to make. I dont ever wear high heels cause I am such a klutz. I adore all the nice designer shoes like Oscar de la Renta,manolo blanik, jimmy choo even though I could never afford them I sure love how they look. I just simply cannot walk in them. I have tried and damn near killed myself and have twisted my ankle more times than I care to mention.

I guess I should have had my mother sign me up in that barbizon modeling school so at least I could have learned to walk in high heels. I know I am not modeling material but there were a few things I could have learned if I hadn’t been such a tomboy. I was one of those kids that owned micro machines instead of barbie dolls . Geez I guess that was two confessions instead of one.

Am I the only person in the world who hadn’t read the twilight series. I finally got my hands on the the book and oh my goodness I could not put it down. I was hooked now I want to go see the movie So iI can add the faces to the characters.

It took me a day and a half to read the whole book and I could not wait to get my hands on the second book and the third one too. I have not been so hooked on a book series since Anne Rice’s Interview with the vampire. There is something so exciting about vampires I dont know what it is but here I am a grown person going crazy over these vampire books. Now after I have confessed I will go and hide my head in shame and secretly keep reaing these vampire stories and live in another space and time if even just for a moment.

I want to put a shelf up in the laundry room because I am tired of keeping the deteregents and fabric softner in the hallway closet. I have bought the shelf but I had no Idea I need to buy so special nails or spring plungers to hold the dang on rack up. I need something sturdy because the detergents can be a little bit heavy and I dont want it breaking.

I swear that they need to make Directions dummy friendly because I needed to read the directions three times before I realized I needed special tools to set the freaking thing up. So now I have a rack that will be sitting in the closet till I have the time or feel well enough to go to the store to find the things I need to build my freaking shelf. I want to scream but I wont . I wish I could just pay someone who had all the tools or parts needed and just build the freaking thing for me . Okay I am done with my rant.

It makes me so sad to turn on the news and see nothing but wars or bombing or people being killed in India. When is all this violence going to stop? I realy worry about what my children are going to be subjected to with all this violence going on. Right now they dont see all the evil in the world but sooner or later they are going to get older and see all the violence that is going on. I hope that the new president can change all this.

I have high hopes and will never stop believing that people have good in them and want peace and a nice clean earth for their children to grow up in. I want to do my own contribution and go green . This pregnancy has made me emotional and has gotten my mind running on and on about what world my kids are going to grow up in. It doesn’t help to watch movies about the world ending either.

p.s. I need to remind myself to look at tv stands for the girls room. cause the one they is ready to break.