I am still wondering what this whole bleeding spotting thing is about. I can’t help but worry about how the babies are doing. I have to wait till nest tuesday to find out cause the stupid doctor’s wont see me till then.

I try to watch t.v and take my mind of of things and one of my favorite shows to watch is extreme makeover the home edition. I just love watching them build dream houses and decorate all the rooms. I just love the way they do every houses kitchen. I have always wanted a huge kitchen with fancy kitchen sinks that have fancy faucets and are extremely spacey. I know what my dream house looks like in my head and someday I will have it I tell you . Till then I will just try not to think about what is going on right now and keep getting ideas from one of my favorite shows.