I am feeling a little bit better today. I had such a scare yesterday. The bleeding has stopped which makes me feel so much better. I am trying to take it really easy and have been resting alot. I am so grateful that the kids have been really good and are helping me out alot.

I have been looking at magazines and online and I am amazed at how many ads there are for Fentraphen and other weight loss pills. I dont know if they have always been everywhere or if I am just noticing the ads more ? Hmm I wonder if subconciously I am worried about the weight I am going to be putting on ?

I really shouldn’t be worried about that but i do I can’t help it.