Thanksgiving went wonderful. My sis-inlaw cooked the turkey and stuffing and hubby helped her. I am so happy we didn’t go anywhere. I am in no condition to be traveling anywhere since this nausea has taken over my life.

Ariana’s tooth has been bothering her I have been looking at list of dentists in my area and have found a few that I might consider. I also found a Washington DC dentist that peaked my interest. Why do I always find stuff that is never near me?

Well other than that I am going to sit back and enjoy turkey day and eat more turkey and stuffing
Happy gobble gobble to everyone

I am feeling a little bit better today. I had such a scare yesterday. The bleeding has stopped which makes me feel so much better. I am trying to take it really easy and have been resting alot. I am so grateful that the kids have been really good and are helping me out alot.

I have been looking at magazines and online and I am amazed at how many ads there are for Fentraphen and other weight loss pills. I dont know if they have always been everywhere or if I am just noticing the ads more ? Hmm I wonder if subconciously I am worried about the weight I am going to be putting on ?

I really shouldn’t be worried about that but i do I can’t help it.

Today at around 5:00am I woke up and went to go pee. As I was peeing I noticed I was bleeding. I started to freak out and woke up Jason. We called the nurse line and she suggested we go to the emergency room.

Once we got there I had to let them know how far along I was and I let themm know that I was also carrying two. They did an exam and took blood and then they did an ultrasound. I couldn’t wait to find out what was going on did I lose one of the babies was I losing both I had no clue. It seemed like forever before she told me she could still see both babies.

After wating a while the docter told me that I have a UTI and that may be the cause of the bleeding but I also have what is called a threatened miscarriage which means I could still lose the babies even though they looked ok today.

So I am taking it extra easy and hoping everything goes ok.

My hubbies cousin just got out of the military and has been applying for jobs everywhere. He has been telling my hubby about some Dallas jobs that would be good for my hubby and nice housing out there but I dont think it is for us. It is perfect for his cousin and wife because they own horses and would like the ambiance. But I just dont think it would be right for us.

I just want to live in the country or some rural area where there isn’t alot of traffic. I still dream of a big house with a huge yard and big trees where I can hang a hammock and read a book. I am a simple girl with simple dreams. Someday I will have my house with my big yard of yeah and one of those porch swings.

Can you believe we got two surprises in one day. The first one being that Hubby got a job Promotion which is always exciting and we went to the docter’s and found out we are expecting again. But what was even more suprising is that it is TWINS. I am in such a state of shock. That is why I am so sick . I guess when you are carrying multiples the extra hormones can make you get Hypermesis which is this whole puking thing.

I am really early so I need to be careful and take care of myself. Hopefully everything will go ok and I am able to carry both babies.

Since I was a little kid I enjoyed listening to music. I remember one christmas all I wanted was a radio my cousins wanted scooters and dolls and I wanted a radio and some tapes. Since then my love for music has grown. I collect cd’s now rather than the tapes I used to collect as a kid.

Lately since I have been so sick I have sat and listened to music online and looked at what cd.s I want to buy. I am so glad that there are webpages like musicshop that lets me listen to all the new music coming out. I used to hate buying cds when there would only be one song I would like.

I am amazed at how far technology has come and even more at how advanced we have become to be able to listen to cd songs before we purchase the cds.

yesterday I had to go and get I.V. hydration. I was super dehydrated I had no Idea how bad I was until the nurse told me that she couldn’t find my veins to start the I.V. She had to get a blood warmer thingie and heat up my arm. Then she was able to find my vein and just barely. I had to stay there four hours and get medicine and vitemins and some other kind of fluid to get me going.

I didn’t think it would help but it did. I felt a little but better and with better energy than when I went in. I asked how often I would need it and she said that it depends on how much I puke and how listless I feel. It also depends wether my docter orderd more or not.

so far I have only puked once and that makes me feel so much better. I still have alot of nausea but I rather have that and not puke than to puke my guts out. I hope this puking stage goes away soon

For Sam’s christmas present we got her concert tickets to go see the Stone Temple Pilots. She is reliving her youth and is super excited to go. She wishes I could go with her but I cannot travel feeling as sick as I do.

Although it would be super fun to go to the concert and maybe stay in one of those fancy las vegas suites right now I cannot do anything. I am trying to take it real easy and not puke. I still feel tired and am doing nothing but resting but I am still exhausted. I think I do need the IV hydration treatment.

I am going to give them a call back and see why they havent called me like they were supposed to. What bad customer service I say. I understand the nurses are busy but they should at least let me know what is going on.

I must have jinxed myself cause I feel so nauseas right  now. Luckly I haven’t puked yet and I would love to keep it that way. I wish I didn’t have to feel this sick.  If I was well and had  extra money I would love to go on one of those Mediterranean cruises . My hubby has been bugging to go on one of those cruises but with my condition I don’t think it is the best idea right now.

I haven’t really told my family yet only one of my aunts knows but I am not ready to tell the others. I think I am going to wait a while before I say anything. I dont need to hear their negativity right now.

I am feeling a little bit better. I only puked once so that must mean that the medicine is working. I still might need to go and make an appointment to get some I.V. nutrients though. I can’t tell you how much I hate puking. I can’t wait feel 100 percent better.

I haven’t really been able to go anywhere because this whole puking thing has wore me down. So most of my christmas shopping will be done online. I dont even know if I will be ok come Thanksgiving and that is my favorite time of the year. I hope I am better by then I really hate feeling like this I know that I am sick for a good cause but still.