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I am still so stuffy and generally in pain. I hate having to take pain medicine to relieve some of the pain because it makes me so groggy. I dont like to take it when it is just the kids and me here. I guess I am being weird about it but I feel safer knowing that the hubby is here at home in case the meds knock me out.

I am going to try and rest but really how much rest am I going to get when I have four kids to take care of.

We have soccer practice to go too but I think I am just going to stay home and see if the hubby can take the kids with him.
I also have laundry to do but I just am not up to it.

I have been in really bad shape lately . My back is killing me and my asthma is acting up. I am not even going to mention the stuffed nose and sore throat. I feel like my body is wearing down. I am getting old. If I could I would be inside a Infrared Sauna at least once a day. I have read that most of the symptoms I am feeling can be relieved by spending time in an Infrared Sauna .

Shoot reading up on the benefits I could lose up to 900 calories in a 30 minute session. That in itself would make me one to get one . I am sure the whole family would love to use it . My mother-in law is constantly having joint pains and she actually uses the sauna’s at her gym so I know she would want to have one.

Maybe I should show my Mother-in-law these far infrared saunas and see If she buys one then I can go and use it. It would take me forever to save and buy one. I am going to add it to my list of items that I want for my dream house when I get it . Meanwhile I just might have to find me some friends that have one and will let me use theirs (hehe)

Awhile ago I talked on here about my uncle having cancer. I spoke to him recently and I was upset to hear that he hasn’t been getting his chemotherapy treatments . I get very upset about this because I lost my grandmother and my mother to cancer and I don’t want to lose him too.
I don’t know how to get him to get his treatments. I have told him how much we need him and how he needs to be here to see his grandson grow but I don’t know if he  is really listening  to me.

I get so upset thinking about it. I just try to spend as much time with him and have him spend as much time with my children . I  want him to be there to see my children grow up. I understand that he is in pain but am I being selfish by wanting him to get treatment to make the cancer go away or to have him here with us longer?

I try to be cheery for the holidays but they are hard for me when I lost my mother and grandmother so close to the holidays and all my memories of the holidays revolve around them too.

I am going try to not get so upset about this instead I am going to go watch a movie with my kids .

My vacumn had broke the other day and I was quite pissed to say the least since I had just gotten it about 4 months ago. I  was going today to go and buy a new one but for some reason I got it in my head to take the vacumn apart and see what was going wrong.

 I am so glad that I did because I was able to clean it out and then  I put it all back together. I waited to see if it worked and it started sucking up better  than before. I am so glad I saved myself some money cause I was willing to dish out some good money for a good working vacumn.

I feel so much better after being able to vacumn my house. I dont know but I just dont feel a house is super clean unless it has been vacumned.

Ummm Do us short people for some reason dont deserve consideration when it comes to jeans. I have yet to find a nice pair of jeans that dont drag on the floor. I have found petite jeans but they are hard to find in plus sizes.

Might I also add that just because I am fluffy doesn’t mean that they have to put hideous designs or unflattering flares on the jeans to make me look even more unporportioned than I already am.

Can’t they make a nice pair of jeans for me that will fit me right and I promise to buy as many pairs of pants as I can.

I would also buy more clothes for myself if the plus size clothes they made to fit me didn’t look like old ladies clothing.

okay that’s all I have to say * steps off the soapbox*

I have been looking for a solution to fix the boys room and while I am at it also looking for good christmas presents to give the family. The kids reallt need a nice toy box and I am thinking for linda a nice outfit or maybe something electronic. I hate looking around everywhere for deals so when I stumbled upon www.shop.com .

I think I may have found my one stop shop. So far they have had the best prices for a few electronic Items I want to get the hubby and Samantha I also found some great outifts for the kids. I cant even believe that even with their best prices I can get even more savings using their coupons .

 I am so happy that I am getting a jumpstart on christmas shopping because last year I was running around like a chicken with her head cut off trying to find christmas presents. Oh did I mention that at Shop.com they also have Free shipping offers .

I am going to let my sister-inlaw know about this place and I also wanted to write it down to let my online firends know about this place. Hubby if you are reading this check it out cause I want some items from here.

Even though I said that I was going to list the Baby clothes that David outgrew i never really got to it. I tell you I am such a procrastinator. I am feeling overwhelmed because the clutter is driving me bananas.

I am thinking of buying some sort of wooden toy chest for the boys to put their toys in. I need to find a solution to all the kids toys scattered all over their room. I almost slipped yesterday when I went into thier room and stepped on one of their toy cars. Thank goodness I was able to hold onto Tristan’s bed if not I would have fallen over backwards and messed up my back even more.

I am such a procrastinator. I urge my hubby to have his homework done and have things done right away, but I on the other hand lag and lag if it does not need my immediate attention. I am so bad I am one of those do what I  say not what I do type of people.  I need to start packing as we are leaving to go to disneyland tommorow. I should have had the laundry done but I am barely getting to it now. I have about 2 loads done and got about 4 or 5 to go so slowly but surely I am getting to it.  I hope I am not to exhausted  cause to mmorow is going to be a long long long day.

I have been feeling a little sick but I am hoping I recooperate before we go on our little vacation. I hate going places when I feel sick because I am generally moody when I am sick. So I am trying to take it easy for the next few days.

I still need to pack and find a hotel to stay in but for right now I am not going to worry about it because then I am going to make my head hurt more than it does now.  I dont have any fever but I am really achy and I have been having bad back pain plus the back pain has been making me get migraines again and those suckers are a pain in the a$$.

I am not doing so good today. With this weather changing my back has been giving me problems again.I really hope to lose weight and see if that alliviates some of the pain other than that I guess I am just going to have to live with this for the rest of my life.

 I need to start shopping for the kids halloween costumes but I haven’t seen anything that has really sparked my attention. What happened to the times where the costumes were so simple to make or at least were inexpensive.  I hope the kids decide pretty soon what they want to be because they good ones go pretty fast.