I feel so stifled in the place. I think we need to find a bigger house or something. I have been getting rid of all the clothes the kids have that doesnt fit but it still seems so crowded in here. I also threw away the broken toys and put the boys trucks in the toy bin.

I wish we could buy a house that we could fix up but right now it is damn near impossible with our financial status. I need to pay off the Van and Jason’s school loan before we even think of buying a house. I really wish I could just move to the east coast and live in the country.

p.s. I am really digging some of these replica watches

I am not sure if I should share it on here but I guess why not it is my personal place to write whatever I want. Right after having my kids everytime I would sneeze I always had a little leakage problem. Nothing to serious like me needing disposable diapers or anything but it sure was annoying. I had a talk with my docter and he told me to do kegal excercises and it helped out alot. not only did I stop peeing a bit but it helped in other areas too. I wount go into details but lets just say I sometimes use those muscles in other situations.

So to any new mothers who are suffering from the same thing Kegal excercises are the way to go .

I feel so tired. We spent a good three hours cleaning the boys room. I went through alot of their clothes that didn’t fit them and put then in bins to give away. I have all kind of laundry to do I dont know where to start and all I want to do is go to sleep.

Why couldn’t I just have magical powers where I wiggled my nose and was able to clean the house in a cinch. I need a maid cause I can never get this place clean at least not as clean as I would like it to be.

Oh I forgot to write that as we were eating lunch we were discussing about traveling to Europe and I was all for it till I found out I would have to be on a super long flight. I also have to get a passport because I never got one and need one to leave the country.

Maybe when the kids are a little bit older I will get a passport for myself and some for the kids.
right now we dont travel outside of the country to send about 100 bucks on each of us getting one.
Though we should hav one just in casewe do need one in an emergency.

I just got back from vhecking out a cool thrift store. I love to find deals and that is exactly what I found. I have been looking for a nice rack to put my DVD’s on and I dint want to pay too much. Well guess what I found I gound a nice metal rack for 3.95 I couldn’t believe my luck. My sis-in law and best friend was able to find a brand new backpack with it’s tags still on for 3.95 We could not believe our luck.

We are gonna try and see if we can go next week and try to find more goodies. We have to depend on people so we have to wait and see if we can get a ride next week.

to say that I am craving chicken wings and I want to eat some chicken wings.
that is all I have to say. I need to get the hubby to drive and get me some.
Now back to your scheduled reading (hehe).

See these are the cravings that stop me from losing weight and even if I took pills or visit websites like this one http://store.femnutrition.com/dietenergy.htmlhttp://store.femnutrition.com/dietenergy.html I still run into the same problem. I have no self control I tell you. It is going to take osmething major for me to do something about it . Even as I am writing this entry all I can think about is eating some chicken wings.

My mother in law came into town because she has some kind of surgery procedure. So tommorow morning they will be heading to the hospital. I dont know about others but for me I hate the hospitals I just like to go there to have my babies and that is it. Hospitals give me the heebie jeebies. I am such a weirdo I know.

I have been thinking to myself that I want to redecorate my room I am tired of how it looks I need new bedding and new frames in there. Hmm maybe I will start looking at Mervyn’s and Linens n things since they are going to be closing I am sure they will be having some great deals.
Now I just have to wait for someone to take me. If only I knew how to drive I would have been able to drive myself.

I am more than exhausted if there is even such a word. I cannot believe that they have the kids playing soccer games in the middle of this heat. I got so tired and hot just watching the game. I want nothing more than to go take a nap.

Something about the sun makes me so tired. Everytime we go to the beach the same thing happens. I do know what it is and I might sound crazy saying it but the sun exhausts me . I had to come home and take a cold shower just to relax.

We are supposed to go to another halloween/ birthday party but I dont know if I will feel up to it. We will see how I feel later and then go.

What is up with this weather? We are supposed to have cold fall or winter nights and the weather out here is ninety degrees. I haven’t even ordered some UGG Boots because I am afraid that i wont get much use of them right now.

I want some cold weather so I can have some hot chocolate and sit by the fireplace. I dont want to be able to wear tank tops and shorts and flip flops because it is so darn hot. Please mother nature bring in the cold weather!!

I am such a happy person right now. I got to upgrade my phone and get the Pantech matrix phone I have been wanting. I also got Sam one and got Ashley a LG Shine in the color red. She is so happy.
I dont know yet if I am going to let her use it all the time or not. I dont want her losing it or running up the phone bill. Hopefully she will be responsible.

The kids have a soccer game tommorow so I am going to start gettin their things ready now. I hope that they dont wake up moody tomorrow and have an excellent game. I have to pay a few bills so I have to remidn myself to do that on monday.