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goodness I am so upset and I dont like feeling upset. I am sick and I hate feeling sick too. I just want a computer that noone has access too. Is that to much to ask . I cannot believe that my sis-inlaw messed up my desktop. I dont know how I am going to get back the files and the programs she deleted. I really wish I could own a apple macbook that noone but me could use. I know that sounds selfish but I should be allowed to be selfish with at least something dont you think. I mean I share everything with my kids and hubby and everyone else. I think I should own something that is mine and mine only.