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I deal with my inner struggles everyday. I wonder if others feel like I do helpless at times, lonley at times. I wish I could be a bird and fly fly high up in the sky see the world. I am not held down but yet I feel caged sometimes. I feel misunderstood,  I feel confused. There are many things I want to do but I dont do nothing about it. I really need to just shut up and do it. Why am I so scared to do the things I want to do ? I can be quite bold at times and quite shy at others. I really need to just step up to the plate and do it.