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I sometimes feel  annoyed with the world. Weird huh. I don’t know I just feel like I was mistreated on some level .

When I was in jr high I think that is when it started I moved cities and started a new school and I for the first time witnessed how cruel people can be. I was never a popular kid I always felt like a misfit.  I was always considered one of the nerdy kids because I wore glasses and liked to read . I never really had any good friends till I met my best friend L ( we are still best friends and I am married to her brother.) until I met her  I had noone to talk to or that understood me. I was a kid who was wise beyond her age and had to grow up sooner than I was supposed to.

I never want my children to go thru what I went thru growing up and even though I can’t shelter them from life, I am going to try my darnest to shelter them from the cruelty of the world. I am going to give them the tools that they need to survive and what path they choose to take is theirs but at least I will have taught them the basics to survive and teach them that it is  better to be beautiful in the inside and let it shine out than to be beautiful on the outside but have an ugly heart.